Sometimes, we forgot about what we gonna do to our lives.
Sometimes, we don't want to forgive people that hurt us.
Sometimes, we want to leave from where we live and move to a place that no one knows.
Sometimes, we pray for someone that she/he has no idea about it.
Sometimes, our lives are so tough. And feel like to end it, but suddenly we remember that we still have god. The one that we can share everything with, he's the one that truly listens to us, the one that always sees us crying when we communicate with him after salaah. The one that asks nothing from us but always gives us everything that we need. We didn't ask him to give us some oxygen but he always gives that at no cost. Then, there's someone who is sick and need some oxygen but that person should buy the oxygen from the hospital. Don't destroy everything that god gave you, take care of yourselves before it's too late. If we wanna compare between what god's created in this world and what human's made it's completely different. Well, from that we can tell who are the one that loves us more, god always loves us, people will only love us when we have something that they wanted from us. People's love only temporary but god always loves us no matter what, but sometimes we think he's not. We're the one that treat him bad, only need him when we're in the bad situations and forget him when he already accepted our dua and made our lives better than before. One thing that I always remember is that his kindness is something that I have to learn from him. I admitted it that every single thing about him is beautiful.
I dunno I deserve his love or no. But I love him and I want him to love me too.
I hope to see you one day, and your loved one Prophet Muhammad. Peace be upon him. Also his bestfriends and wives. Tbh, I wanna have the good personalities like Khadija and Aisha. I love to read the prophet's love story, that's so lovely and really sweet. It's good to have husband just like him. Hmm....
